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He Has A Plan

The pandemic of COVID-19 has wreaked havoc all over the world. My family is starting the fourth week since the state government put in force a Stay-At-Home order. We can only leave our homes if we have an "essential" job, if we need to buy essential items/food, or if we need to take care of someone. My five kids have gotten into a routine of waking up, doing school work, seminary work, reading, then free time. My husband is working from home and has multiple virtual calls throughout the day. It was a lot to get used to.

Compared to many others, these changes have not been that hard on our family. Actually, most of the time I really enjoy everyone home. When they aren't using their limited electronic time, they have used their imaginations to think of creative things to do. Yes, I had to take one son to the ER last week because he fell and got a concussion, but we are truly very blessed. I know there are many that are suffering through this pandemic for many reasons. Besides the obvious health trials, I also fear for those that cannot work and support their families. Many people are also feeling their mental health suffer with this isolation. There are countless medical personnel that risk their health working to take care of the thousands that are ill.

Last weekend was my church's semi-annual General Conference. The Prophet announced six months ago that this conference will be unforgettable as we celebrate the 200 year anniversary of when Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ came down to talk to Joseph Smith. I prepared for this conference by reading Joseph Smith's account of what he witnessed that day. I also have been reading the sacred record that Joseph Smith translated for us which is called the Book of Mormon. Joseph Smith was the Lord's instrument for Jesus Christ's true church to come back on the earth. Because of my preparation, it was definitely a conference I will never forget. My knowledge and testimony of the restoration of Christ's church has been strengthened so much. I have so much gratitude for the faith and diligence of Joseph Smith.

So how does the pandemic and a General Conference change me?

I read a post on Facebook written by Susan Mitchell that really struck me. I was feeling these same thoughts, but she put it in words better than I could:

"The Savior knows what is going on." He is keenly aware of evil designs against His work and His people. So, what does He do? Evidence of the Savior's strategy is all around us. 
Calmly He calls His people home from missions around the world. Unheard of! His temples are closed to keep workers and patrons safe at home. Who would have thought?
Talk about surprising the enemy! Not His followers, though. We are sheltered in with “Come Follow Me” materials, food storage, and a focus of ministering already in place. 
What about General Conference? No problem. Following orders, His generals took care of every detail. In strict obedience they sat apart at safe distances, broadcast recorded music, and included everyone in a Solemn Assembly Hosanna Shout. A meaningful new church logo was instated. Eight new temples were announced. An apostolic blessing was pronounced upon our heads by a living prophet of God, even President Russell M. Nelson. Because everyone is at home, “The Restoration of the Fulness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ - Bicentennial Proclamation” gift is instantly delivered for printing. 
To me, this is a sacred moment to pull back, re-charge my spiritual (and physical) battery, cleanse my inner vessel and re-mount my protective armor before the next battle begins. By strict obedience to the small and simple maneuvers which shield us from deception, we shall regroup to march forth to victory. The Royal Army of Jesus Christ cannot fail!

Even though there is so much uncertainty, heartache, and distress in the world right now, I have been feeling the love of our Savior surround me and my family. The power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ works miracles. The knowledge that He has a plan better than I could ever imagine, brings me so much comfort. I see it in action. The Lord revealed the new Come, Follow Me curriculum before His church buildings were forced to close their doors for a reason. The scriptures, the words of the Prophets, and our personal revelation are given to us to help us get through. We can still do important work to gather Israel by doing Family History work at home. We were taught to be ministering brothers and sisters so we can use the Spirit to direct us to reach out to our neighbors when they are in need. The Lord will not forsake us. We do not need to fear. 
You might say that I'm feeling this way because everything is going well with me right now. I actually suffer with depression, a thyroid disease, and struggle with other things I won't add. I have had many trials throughout my life, just like so many others, but they have strengthened me immensely. I know I can get through what comes my way, because I know the Lord is with me. 

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